Religion & Life--- The follow-up drama ensues.

FUCK.
So, I told my da I'm wiccan. What does he say? He says that he doesn't believe that I've changed my ways. He says that I'm following the pretty speech from my Wicca sisters and that this religion is a lie. Of course, the whole point of HIS religion is saying that the LDS religion is the one true religiona and FUCKKKKKKKKKK........................................
I don't know what to do. He now thinks that all my friends are Wicca and he doesn't want me hanging out with them. He's forcing me to go to church so that I can't worship my Goddess. Basically, in a grand total of 30 seconds he told me that I was a daft fool for believing in a Goddess, because, and I quote, "goddesses aren't real." FUCK YOU. PROVE IT YOU STUPID ASS! That's why I left that religion. It puts down every other religion and tells them that they aren't true, and that the gods/goddesses/higher power(s) they worship and stupid, are lies, aren't true, blah blah blah di fucking blah. Well, if he's gunna be a douche, then let him. Once I get enough money saved up, and my license, and a solid job, I'll be moving out. I have a few friends I know I can bunk with for a bit and hopefully I'll be able to rent a place.
Yes, I've thought this through. It seems yet again I have to lie until I am free. Whatever.

These chains holding me are too thick, even for me
The only key hangs by a thread 'round the devil's neck
Seduction and wooing don't sway him
The only way out is my Wolf
The only way out is death.


Well, gods above. What a fucking grave I've dug for myself.

Religion & Life

Fuck. FUCK.

I'm Wiccan. My dad doesn't know, and I live with him. He keeps talking to me about "our" religion but I hate talking to him about it because I'm no longer LDS. I have no idea how to tell him. I need my sisters here. I think I'll tell him midwinter solstice. I don't know. I need my sisters here to help. I found more wicca where I moved but I need "my" wicca here.

I'm too confused about this fucking life. I hate living a lie, but I have no choice right now.